I saw you in a dream, that happened long before our time
The moment was magical, I wished if you could be mine.
Fate smiled on me, thought of playing a game.
We had moments together, my heartbeat was your name.
But maybe it wasn’t the real wish, or Fate had a friend.
I stumbled in our love, I got back. But the damage was done.
Pain found my tender heart and stupidity blinded my thoughts.
I was defeated, you were lost. Fate, had won.
Soul shattered, heart barren, like there was a catastrophe.
Nothing remained inside, but hope found it’s way into me.
Hope, not that you will be back. Hope, that love still exists.
I became alive again, somehow, I returned from the abyss.
Now I stand before you, my heart on its knees.
But you refuse to let me in. For you, I am not the one I used to be.
It is only one thing I want, something that humanity craves
Love, from you, is what i seek.
I have become my own enemy, something unheard of before.
I walk towards you only to move away again, sadly.
My mind is a cage, with me and myself fighting forever.
This is the story, story of the monster, in me.